Thursday, May 22, 2008

A letter

Dear baby,

Tomorrow is my 2nd u/s and we should be able to hear your heart beating and get better pictures of you. I hope you like having your picture taken because I am seriously attached to my camera and love to document everything. I am scared about tomorrow, that something is wrong, and that you will not be there tomorrow. I don't feel this way because of a sympom or anything just a mother's worry about her child. The same way I will worry about you first plane ride with Grandpa Pete and your first overnight with Grandma Dallas, as well as your first day at school.

I have just begun to realize how much I love you, how much I want you and how awful life would be without you. You may only be the size of a rasberry tomorrow but I love you more than anything else in the world. Please be there, growing strong with your heart beating away. In return I will try to relax more next week.

I promise to always do what I think is right for you, to always be the best mommy I can be. I am sure at times (thinking ahead to your teen years) you will hate the things I do "in your best intreast" but I am your mother and will always do what I think is best for you.

All my Love,
Your Mommy

5 comments:

hopefaithlove said...

Good luck tomorrow, it will be fine. You are just like me, wory about everything, I think about DD's first day of school and she is only 2! Keep us updated.

Anonymous said...

Happy thoughts for you and our baby. I want to see the pics on Monday. XOXOXO, Shan

Lisa said...

Saying many prayers for you tomorrow!!

~Jess said...

I'll be saying prayers for you guys, and that all will be well. :-)

SheWoreScarletBegonias said...

Hey girl!!!
Congrats on seeing the H/B today!! I am so happy for you (and am living vicariously through you right now) and hope to be not too much further behind you!!
thanks for always being so sweet!!