Thursday, March 6, 2008

Trying to hold it together

My life is kinda falling apart this week and I am left trying to hold it together. It seems each time I turn around there is yet another crisis in my life.

The short version is:

I have had an awful week. DH and I are having a major crissis in our marraige and while I know we will be fine, I am completly emotional right now about it. My mom's health hasn't been good recently. She is gearing up for more surgery and I am beyond stressed. Plus my sister is comming back into town and while she is staying with my mom it is my job to get her house ready. AND we owe a bunch of money for taxes, don't ask me how I have no idea. DH failed one of his exams last week and has to retake it by the end of the month if his accredidation is to stay active. It isn't a big deal for his current job for it to lasp but it would cut out a job prospect he is currently looking at. I am beyoned stressed out about IF. The money involved just baffels me. I have a ton of paperwork to fill out before the 10th (our appt) and there is no one to help me with it. I also fell two weeks ago. The pain is getting worse not better so I am going to see my Dr. today. I will update this post when I get back this evening.


Anonymous said...

Ok it sounds like you are in some serious need of coffee cake!! I'm so sorry things are sh!tty right now.
I just want to say that I really admire your strength and unconditional giving for your mom. I don't think I could do (for my mom) what you do (for your mom) on a weekly basis. You really are an amazing daughter.

littlemonkey said...

big hugs being sent your way. Hope you feel better and that things turn around a bit for you.

Anonymous said...

((((HUGS)))) Stay strong... I know thats hard though!! Good luck to you and I hope you feel better soon~

momma mimi said...

I'm sorry to hear things are going so bad right now. I hope every thing gets better for you soon.

The Wright's said...


So sorry, Ariella. This sucks and you just don't deserve all of it. Keep your chin up.